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Who is the Phoenix Shadow?

Just your average entity, struggling to make it in this world.  

While it's true I'm a self taught programmer from the age of seven,  with 27 years of experience, I make everyone's websites and libraries for free. I'm a shadow of a hacker type software loving sharing being who has solo developed and shared software of all kinds.  

I am a light in the dark, if only life wasn't truly a vicious war path, struggling to make it in a place while everyone strikes you down and tears apart your progress, jealous to victories, unconscious of what it means to lose ten years of work.  I've lost more of my soul than most have but you would hardly notice for there is no lack of spirit here.  If I ever had time, if I ever had power, I have ultimate potential.  

For twenty two years I've worked and grew to be a great Chef, to pay my bills, to pay for my hobby to share things like software and AI to the world, to help solve all the "cannot be done" problems and always there to help on coding forums.   I managed to do a remarkable  and expensive amount of college and university trying to achieve an elusive Computer Science Degree;  despite most Canadian colleges lacking any programs and being nontransferable. 

​Yet these days I cannot even get online, I barely even code for lack of power, living in the forest, in a tee-pee with, so far, not enough solar panels.  So realistically who will I become, I strive to change the world, I wish I could share more and not just code but really anything these computers are known for: CGI, animation, special effects, Linux.  I would change our world, our cities, our power girds, our streets our transportation, our diets, our food distribution including the poor, our economy, and the climate, if only given time and encouragement.  

I spent my whole life learning these things and know them more than any person I have ever met, by such a margin I should be an egotistical god type figure.  Yet I'm the most humble caring helpful pro life person you could ever meet.    Yet I'm quite broken and lost after this whole pandemic and now years nobody is hiring skilled cooks anymore even living near free in a forest I've wasted away my savings and waste away my reality perhaps I could waste away forever this way.   Yet I am ever resurrected ever ready for the new hour, this time I will make a difference.  

I am the Phoenix Shadow,
the alpha and omega,
​the benevolent humble soul of the world.  

If you require my services feel free to contact me :)